Lyrics

When I was younger my life had a trajectory
Wow he's smart, and wow he's great
The only person who didn't believe
Was me, I couldn't see
What I was truly meant to be
I had my dreams and hopes
Cruelly ripped away from me

How could I know
You know I've got to go

But now I'm free
I feel like me
But I'm not who I used to be
I miss my life
I lived before your
Touch got underneath
My skin

Now I am older
My heart is colder
But it's not callous agony
I am just more careful of the company I keep
Why can't you just stay the fuck away from me
'Way from me

I'm hearing voices
And making choices
That cost me countless
Nights of sleep

But now I'm free
I feel like me
But I'm not who I used to be
I miss my life
I lived before your
Touch got underneath
My skin

Hold on
Before you go
There is something that you should know
I'm not a friend to you
Not like you wanted me to
Open your eyes to
The fact that I was never for you

But now I'm free
I feel like me
But I'm not who I used to be
I miss my life
I lived before your
Touch got underneath
But now I'm free
I feel like me
But I am not who I used to be
I miss my life
I lived before your
Touch got underneath
My skin